Broken

Not only did my last cycle not get the elusive BFP but come to find out this morning that I am riddled with cysts. So many in fact my dr thinks they may not go down until the new year.

I had mentally prepared myself to get into another round of I saw them in January that I was pregnant. Now this is not going to happen (unless by some miracle). I am disappointed because i wont have the chance to tell them face to face again (since i avoid flying there with everything i have because its expensive). Maybe it will be better this way. Its just so hard to think positively when i know that tonight i will be facing hy husbands mom and grandma and tell them that once again i am not pregnant.

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