Friday, October 29, 2010

Current song on my mind

Just Haven't Met You Yet -- Michael Buble`

I'm not surprised, not everything lasts
I've broken my heart so many times, I stopped keeping track
Talk myself in, I talk myself out
I get all worked up, then I let myself down

I tried so very hard not to lose it
I came up with a million excuses
I thought, I thought of every possibility

And I know someday that it'll all turn out
You'll make me work, so we can work to work it out
And I promise you, kid, that I give so much more than I get
I just haven't met you yet

I might have to wait, I'll never give up
I guess it's half timing, and the other half's luck
Wherever you are, whenever it's right
You'll come out of nowhere and into my life

And I know that we can be so amazing
And, baby, your love is gonna change me
And now I can see every possibility

And somehow I know that it'll all turn out
You'll make me work, so we can work to work it out
And I promise you, kid, I give so much more than I get
I just haven't met you yet

They say all's fair
In love and war
But I won't need to fight it
We'll get it right and we'll be united

And I know that we can be so amazing
And being in your life is gonna change me
And now I can see every single possibility
And someday I know it'll all turn out
And I'll work to work it out
Promise you, kid, I'll give more than I get
Than I get, than I get, than I get

Oh, you know it'll all turn out
And you'll make me work so we can work to work it out
And I promise you kid to give so much more than I get
Yeah, I just haven't met you yet
I just haven't met you yet
Oh, promise you, kid
To give so much more than I get

I said love, love, love, love
Love, love, love, love
(I just haven't met you yet)
Love, love, love, love
Love, love
I just haven't met you yet

Checking in

Tuesday check had really good lining (almost 8!) and about 4 follies that are close to 8 as well. So they upped me from 2 vials to 3 and I go back in today for another check.

There has definitely been some "activity" so I wouldn't be suprised if I have maybe one more day to another week of shots then insemination. My appointment is at 3:40pm pst so we will see! *crosses fingers*

If things are good and I do get to move to the next stage I worry about what I will do to keep my 2ww to non crazy levels. Any suggestions?

Friday, October 22, 2010

mobile blogging

Wow can i actually blog and not be tied to a computer?! Awesome.
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Thursday, October 21, 2010

Here we go again!

I started my period Sunday night (as predicited) and called in on Monday to set up the next appointment, it was yesterday. We got Bravelle for the second round and rather than doing low and slow (1 vial per day), we have ramped it up (2 vials a day).  She will see me back next Tuesday where we will hopefully have some great growth.

I have so much hope for this cycle. I even asked my magic 8 ball and without any prompting it told me Yes to my question of will this cycle work and end with a live baby. I know that was rather specific but that's how I roll.

Right now I'm getting myself ready for our first housewarming party. I just made the grocery list and am currently making the "what I need to do each day" list. I have a feeling sleeping in on Saturday is so not going to happen!

Thursday, October 7, 2010


I woke up this morning before my alarm clock (which is rare). I got to enjoy it going off and immediately exiting the bed. I know the progesterone is working because my body temp is HIGH. The last two days I have been so sweaty, one would think I had just come from the gym! If I time this right my period will start right after my 5 year wedding anniversary, which means treatments will start later this month, I could be pregnant before 2011 starts. That is a whole lot of hope right there.

The fun of this week was on Tuesday morning my hubby called and told me that he had a COLD shower and not on purpose. The diagnosis, the water heater was leaking. You would think it would be easy enough to fix. Not so much. We called the Home Warranty people and they sent out a plumber who promptly looked at our water heater and said “We don’t service this model, you’ll need to call someone else”. So we called the warranty people back and they said they would send another plumber. 2 and a half hours go by (at this point its after 5pm) we call the other plumber who tells us that they aren’t coming and told the warranty people. We call the warranty people and sure enough the plumber never called them. At this point because of the leak we have to turn water off to the whole house. That lasted 24 hours before we got another plumber there who will have to check with the manufacturer about our water heater BUT knew a way for us to have water without worrying about the house sinking (the water heater was leaking under the house). So we have running cold water, an improvement but still not so fantastic.

The really nice part is the hubbs got the TV working again! Yay!! Apparently it had broken in multiple parts and only an engineer could fix it. You would think I would have rushed home to watch my dvr, well no I didn’t. I know that when I sit down to watch TV I will have to have a block of time to get through my 29 programs on my dvr, and it will have to be multiple nights. So I feel overwhelmed by what I’ve missed.

On to other things! Two girls at work in another department announced their pregnancy yesterday and I went immediately to “congrats!” rather than the slight hesitation in “I hate you” land. So I’m proud of myself for not taking their pregnancy announcement as a reminder that I’m not.

Today was a great big reminder that it is indeed Fall! I live in the Bay Area which is pretty darn temperate (compared to just about everywhere else) but the Fall crispness was in the air and it reminded me to find my ear muffs because my ears are COLD! I’m not really looking forward to the rains starting but it will make things easier in the long run.

Monday, October 4, 2010

Day 6-8

I had one of my girlfriends up from LA so I didn't have time to keep up with this Meme so today will be day 6,7, & 8.

Day 6 --20 of my favorite things
1) Chai tea latte at starbucks
2) Jeans
3) Facebook
4) San Francisco
5) Traveling (even if its just down to LA)
6) The color Blue
7) The Harry Potter books
8) The Twilight Series
9) Space Balls
10) Gilmore Girls
11) West wing
12) Glee
13) lady Gaga
14) Elton John
15)Justin Timberlake
16) Queen
17) Snuggling on a cooler morning
18) Reading with a cup of hot cocoa
19) My husbands smile
20) My sense of style

Day 7-- A photo that makes me happy

This would be a photo of the beach at sunset. I always feel calm once I see it.

Day 8 -- A phot that makes me sad

This would be a photo of my grandmothers tombstone. I hate remembering that she is under the ground.

Friday, October 1, 2010

Day 5 Favorite Quote

"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings totoal obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain" -- Dune

This is what I try to repeat to myself everytime I become afraid. I've been saying it alot lately.