Broken

Not only did my last cycle not get the elusive BFP but come to find out this morning that I am riddled with cysts. So many in fact my dr thinks they may not go down until the new year.

I had mentally prepared myself to get into another round of I saw them in January that I was pregnant. Now this is not going to happen (unless by some miracle). I am disappointed because i wont have the chance to tell them face to face again (since i avoid flying there with everything i have because its expensive). Maybe it will be better this way. Its just so hard to think positively when i know that tonight i will be facing hy husbands mom and grandma and tell them that once again i am not pregnant.

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aunt flo

Here she is again. Appontment made to start cycle 3 of injections and with it hopefully a bfp at the end.

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another day another vial of blood

I am scheduled to see my favorite nurse practioner at the clinic tomorrow and i emailed her to see if i needed to get some bloodwork done. Of course the answer was yes. So off to the vampires i go. Tomorrow i go and see if the extra 4 days of high dose worked and got me something to trigger. I really hope so, i hope so much that i am going to tak my trigger shot with me.

If we trigger tomorrow that means insemination on wed/thurs. I really want this to work so that way i can tell my parents in person after the new year. I really need this to be my bright spot.

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